but my worker is not helping me with in getting him back or giving me resources to different ways that i can.
Now my cps worker is telling me that i can get my son whenever i want. I still have my parental rights but if i go to pick my son up at her house she won't open the door or she'll call the police. I've been asking her to give me my son and that i want him back since March 1st, 2020. Now, I'm clean, she kicks me out, she wont give me a copy of the forms, won't allow me at her house, won't let me be a mother to my son, and now she won't let me see him. I don't have a copy of it because, at that time i was living at her home. So i gave my grandma temporary guardianship of my son and got it notarized on Feb. During my relapse, i did what was right, at the time. I ended up relapsing an used for about 2 weeks. my son is 11 months old and I also have an open voluntary family maintenance cps case in the state of California. I am 26 years old and I'm a recovering addict.